Goals for Today:
1.) Cash my check.
2.) Go to Metro PCS and get a new mobile/plan.
3.) Go to Kroger and buy groceries
4.) Clean room out (underneath bed and all)
5.) Do some type of work out!
i am going to do this!!!!!!!
Oh geeze! I was just thinking about putting a few goals on here as well..making one of these seems like a brilliant idea.
Will I ever stop thinking about my next meal like it has to be some sort of major production and not just my next meal?
Will I ever be able to look into a full length mirror and genuinely love what looks back?
Will I ever have more energy?
Will I ever stop wallowing in pity?
Is this it?
A lot of where my discomfort being me comes from is what I’ve gone through with different people that have interacted with me. Good or bad these interactions helped shaped me. For every five good interactions the one bad interaction was what usually stuck with me the most. I know I’m not the only person to do that.
What I am trying to say is though I will have bad interactions, though sometimes I really do hate myself, my inability to progress fully into adulthood, and my body, I don’t need these things to all consume me. I need..or rather, I want to learn from each interaction, from each negative feeling, from each failed attempt, to help aid me in furthering the progress of my fullest potential. I want to start small, so I might as well admit it to myself. I am depressed.
My first before and after, October 2010 and November 2010.
These really inspire me.